I am in a bad mood today.

Yesterday was so bright and full of hope. It was like the beginning of the Countdown theme tune. But today - today was like the end of the Countdown theme tune. It starts out all optimistic and wonderful...and then it fizzles out at the end into some weird off key blip.

I miss you very, very much, Hetty. It's always the worst in the last week, and particularly today, for some reason.

Even panto sucked this evening, I was not best pleased with Pete for reasons I can't be bothered to go into. And my words weren't nearly as slick as I'd have liked.

AND THAT DAMN JONATHAN IS BEING USELESS! I AM ANGRY WITH HIM! VERY, VERY ANGRY!

Damn Jonathan. Damn distance. Damn doctors. And damn BACKSTABBERS.